The process of Self-Inquiry

Posted in Uncategorized on April 16, 2015 by Jorn

In a question there is always something external present that is questioned and already separately observed. In the process of Self-Inquiry the definitions formed are automatically referred back to self to be purified as Self.

Practically this means that not everything is questionable but everything becomes a journey to who you are as that which you question yourself, naturally you create a ordered mind that is able to reflect on things without a preconception of what that thing is.

This is especially important in remaining sane, in the most simple term of the word: wholeness of being instead of a being separated by him or herself through self definition which is unavoidable when participating in the world, but at least you are able to make the distinction between what is the world and what is you as the world.


The Art of Divination

Posted in Uncategorized on April 15, 2015 by Jorn

Many swear by it that by some practice or method it is possible to make an assessment about the future or the past, it has become a self fulfilling prophecy where we hang onto our star signs and that with mathematical precision there is written in the ether what is going to happen, yet best you ever get is a 50/50 chance and even that is subject to chance.

That we are linked at a quantum level however is what I found personally something hard to deny, I cannot see any other way for any of our reality to function the way it does and that there is predictable patterns is only so in our own cultivation of life and the ones in nature aren’t predictable in the way that is satisfactory to us.

Nature is predictable in shape and form to a degree and behavior is predictable to a degree and even characteristics we would ascribe to humans are to be found in animals, however a real predictable system that tells you a linked series of events is one of the things we can’t seem to find in nature as it is always slightly different, moving and out of place with what you would expect if it was simply all a matter of mathematics.

It could very well be the reason why we are so eager to invent it for ourselves and see our entire western culture hooked on game of thrones an excellent example of how things should be as a story, fitting together and making sense in some way – not just violence that was all for nothing and got us to the same point where we started, after all the ends justifies the means is the main slogan of any cult or culture to justify its existence. Where as I might be so free to make the observation that the means is exactly what is being constantly overlooked.

Home as a place for the living?

Posted in Uncategorized on April 13, 2015 by Jorn

Home can be defined as place where you live, traditionally we call a house a home which is an extension of the earth just more refined. In that sense where earth being the home of all having people without a house in a system which requires you to have a house to gain access to certain basic needs is causing needless suffering and besides makes us all homeless in a sense.

For your definition of a home is not only being under a roof and call it home, but it extends to living in a place which is earth. When not all can live in a home nobody is really at home since living is something we do together and is shared whether we like it or not. It doesn’t make sense that some have access to a home and some not in the slightest bit, still it is so.

A home created for a person should be defined as living in a place, which included all living having a place to do so it is simply common sense, still it is not so.

The discussion then becomes how come we keep perpetually repeating things that don’t make sense? Can you make a habit out of not making sense, but at the same time having such perfectly defined words of what the things are? It proofs we don’t do words, but a part of it only for a couple of us and calling it a day. We are all homeless people where some have gained by shoving others aside a place they can call their own, but home? Nah not really, its just fortress to keep for oneself while others needlessly suffer having no place to stay and get the protection they need.

In that sense you could say ‘need’ is being abused by dividing it into something you get once you earn it through some external manor. For some it is not even possible to get access to the external manors that would get them a home. From the point that not all are being covered we are all walking dead really.

We are all lost Children looking for Home

Posted in Uncategorized on April 12, 2015 by Jorn

Whether we are grown up or not we remain children at the core and we never really change in that regard. We keep our childish dreams and hopes and cherish them, polish them and complicate them. More than that it never becomes unfortunately as what we really search for is a Home or a place with or without a partner that gives us that feeling of that we are ‘there’ safe and sound and without a worry in the world.

We are lost in the sense that we get separated in groups from a young age, even though you have your parents they are only temporary if any support. Home is defined per individual and has to do with our experience of our self growing up – it becomes the place to be and any temporary solution will do, but it is never really ‘there’. It is close to feeling lonely even though you got everything you might which for, feeling helpless or useless even though there is plenty you can do and are useful for.

From this many thing has festered and mutated into behavior we now classify and place in certain boxes yet the archetype remains the same: a lost child finding his or her way home as though following a shadow to catch the sun.

The yearning for home or a type of home is strong and for some defined simply as earth although that is not just what home is: a place. It is a complete set of emotions and sensations that have to be met and even if it could be reached it is only there for that moment.

Permanent trauma in many cases can lead to things we see more in the form of pedophilia which is adults that have warped desire into finding it into being intimate with a child. I’d say its one of the best covered up phenomena of this time and it is intimately linked with the child within someone being so lost that their is no home to search for just the desire to feel the innocence of a child once more as a feeling to temporary satisfy due to their not being any stimulation from the environment to meet the basic needs of feeling and being a child oneself and being completely separated from what I call our inner child.

It can become rather ghostly in a sense that there is no real solution offered by society as a whole in any culture. You either get with the program or you get lost and endlessly try to find that place called home and if there is none, then that is somehow accepted as being unlucky or just what happens.

In a very real sense can this be related to children and people that are homeless as it reflects in the actual world what we do with people that are homeless: covering it up – placing screens around them or creating hostile environments that repel homeless people.

a gamers perspective on Psychosis

Posted in Uncategorized on April 11, 2015 by Jorn

In online gaming which is the thing these days there is such a thing a ‘ping’ its a delay between the server and the computer sort of. When that ping gets really high so the delay really big it causes all kinds of things to happen. Stuttering but all kinds of strange distortions can take place. In my case I also experienced this sort of distortion, not the type where you literally see people stuttering on their bikes but definitely being out of sync with the rest of reality, where reality would be the hard server side of things. The cause of ping can be data traffic or all kinds of things relating to the connection between server and computer and also between computer and internet service provider, which would be your brain.

Pureness = Living

Posted in Uncategorized on April 9, 2015 by Jorn

Pureness, indivisible, undefinable, without cause, spontaneous, springing from and sprouting into the seed that grow out from the tree it was given life from jetting forth into the eternal sea of innocence jetting forth to become who we really are: Living The Seed

How to deal with people with a psychosis

Posted in Uncategorized on April 6, 2015 by Jorn

Not any different than you would deal with any other person, the most they need is the normal support and attention that they would get in a regular condition. In my case I am a good guy, I don’t hold a grudge and I am an attention seeker to a certain point that comes in many shapes. Treating people special or different is what gets your structure even more fucked up and works against the grain. Rather simple really. I would not recommend pushing yourself to a psychosis however not everyone has the same sensitivity to it, I am naturally creative and stress and many conditions got me to where I am. I can’t say I like it but I am not pessimistic about it, to me its another experience that adds to my life that is still full of promise and good stuff.