Communicating as Myself

Daily I talk with people, most things I convey from information databases and systems and place it in a story towards the customer, yet even when I work for a company it doesn’t mean I can really hide behind it, I work there – I speak, the setting and procedures aren’t an obstacle, how can they be? If that perceptions exists I am not starting from me in the first place and defining myself according to what is around me.

Usually I get back to such a simplistic point where I am relieved that it is really that simple and that I can stop whatever the fuck I was stuck in. As is with communication with others, a simple point of realizing I am not defined by my environment, I am Here and I speak, I do and I hear.

There are many examples of where people become their ‘title’. It is obviously a definition and tag placed by the system but it is just as well executed as ‘self’ – I mean the oath one swears in law enforcement or the medical branches is all to make sure that one becomes the role as themselves.

Something that is promised and sworn by self as self to self is not simply gone and these kind of things are done from childhood: repetition of programming. Anything that is placed by self and spoken is also the process of becoming that or remaining so. I could joke around that daddy is our early programming of eyeing adds – d add eye, if it was really a joke.

Like a detectives finds villains, both are part of a corrupt system and the laws that are put up as the walls of the system where everyone bounces off from are simply a playground and both the hero and the enemy are supporting the initial system that produces the same results every time. In this respect both are exactly as guilty /responsible.

Farmers don’t have to sit behind the tractor wheel anymore

The suggestion is to have tractors harvest the land controlled completely by a computer. GPS technology is already used by farmers today to make straight lines but research has show that without someone on the tractor it is more profitable and efficient while development doesn’t sit still.

Source: http://www.rtvnoord.nl/nieuws/nieuws.asp?pid=98828

This is an article out of the local Dutch news. It’s clear for one that the research is ended on what is more profitable and efficient and to a certain extend it is quite cool. But let’s say that we make everything profitable and efficient to the ultimate. Does a human go into this picture at al? I mean the most efficient really is simply stick us in a tube and feed whatever we need through some kind of liquid and then the question becomes what’s the point really in keeping these shit bags..ehr… human beings anyway?

See, I am to a certain extend for the deployment of efficient technology, its quite cool – but in the entire machine as the World aren’t we simply looking at a small part that mechanizes more to support the profit motive which causes the larger part of the human population to live under great stress? In any case it is not a justification to use efficient and profitable, only when money is the motivation but this is also in its entirety causing extreme abuse, because of the single fact that money is the motivation for everything we do.

Self-Forgiveness on Communication with others

While working I noticed a reoccurring pattern with regards to communicating with others. I fear sometimes others and communication then becomes manipulation simply to avoid others – this is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use communication to manipulate, not realizing I am fucking myself by avoiding a real connection

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear exposure of myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in an image I have created of myself that I fear losing or compromising

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the reaction of the other person

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself in expression

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I have to protect something

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define something to protect or to hold onto

I let go unconditionally

I am Here

It’s in the little things

Within walking my process and stopping the mind through breathing here small things like how I do something is who I am in the moment and that small thing I do will cascade into other events

Then it becomes a intertwined fuck up where the small things form a bigger thing, all things from a moment where who I am in relation to whatever I am doing, whoever I am with or whatever I interact with is not clear.

Because of this particular way of how action consequence works and how it exponentially becomes heavier, it is crucial to stop completely. Anything that I do is I am, is who I am, it is me doing it and since it is a accumulative effect who I become, who I am in this moment and who I accept and allow myself to be here is who I will become 10 fold.

One of the points I am facing is future projections, basically worrying for something ahead rather than being here and seeing who I am here as that is what is ahead.

The relationship I form with an idea, formed around a fear which springs from the idea of myself which ultimately springs from desire to be or become someone, is the shaping of who I am – within the moment I am projecting I am defining myself and sealing my future.

No longer I am going to worry about the future and see here within commonsense what is here, what has to be done and move accordingly. No more limitation of myself through thinking ahead and creating my own demise.

Anything that I place in front of me that I value is a limitation and will fall with or without me. The question is not when or how will I stop because it will, the question is: is this the beginning or the end and the moment I end it all, I can truly begin.

Points of Confrontation and Time-Loops

Within my process I have experienced that avoiding confrontation and exposure leads to more complexities and eventually collapse.

Whether it is something as small as how I was are actually who I was when with a client or no one in particular even more so, because it is about me and

I notice I realize immediately when I for example am not thorough or avoid or suppress myself and then I remember and I say to myself hey that’s something to look at.

I can’t rewind time but I can do it again and the next time I meet that customer or person, that particular point I can correct in the moment, by expressing speaking up or go through some uncomfortable moments because I know that it is required for the solution.

The moment where I regret or think back / remember my actions is the moment of truth, the truth of me and I remember also that these moments are moments that are often suppressed and or distracted from by self through substance abuse or other methods.

Also a solution that is forced as a solution doesn’t sit, it doesn’t stick and it is fake – for example trying to be nice or express or be helpful, no absolutely useless.

Self-correction is in two phases, firstly I admit to myself and self-honestly open up to myself and be vulnerable to be able to next time walk the change I made through opening up the program that executed the previous commands.

I have underestimated and overlooked patterns that I play out. At moments that mistakes and a chain of events starts it is because my starting point was not clear and than it will play out until another moment and also when I do not look at how this starts, I will do it again.

These moments of where I remember a particular event or action I can see one moment that I remember because it happened before, I recognize it for that reason and I can trace back the timeline to find the trigger and the belief system that casts the shadow as the events I experience.

Within this, many of the things that I end up in that I don’t understand I actually do understand when stepping back and looking at the timeline of my actions and how I got here.

And through the process of tracing back myself I step back from the system I have become and look at it and through looking at it in its totality I see my participation and also myself as the solution.

The why I feel a certain way or experience what I experience is clear and the process becomes a process of how I am going to direct myself in such a way that I am not repeating the same pattern once more.

I remember how the soul system was exactly designed like this: facing the same point life after life again.

No more, I do not accept myself to participate in my mind and judge my mind and I do not allow myself to avoid myself and suppress myself, I do not allow myself to linger in the same time-loop and I do not allow myself to force myself or create opposition and fight against my mind.

For the practical solution I have to ground myself in every moment of every breath. Keep it real, keep it physical Here through breath.

Within this I am prepared for energy patterns that run on energy and for energy systems, participation is required through the mind and through breath I stop the mind as I remain here in and as the physical as breath.

The Creation of an Equal Money System Part 1

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David Icke Debunked

Not only David Icke but Jordan Maxwell and Tsarion have been known to share experiences of supernatural or have some kind of belief that comes through in their speeches that a special heritage or some kind of deeper purpose or meaning is behind everything – it is fascinating because David Ickes book almost literally describes Alice Baileys work of the 7 rays and the ascended masters, some spins and twist might be present but as this documentary points out it is clearly in service of and promoting these ‘plans’ or ‘higher beings’ or ‘higher purpose’ all from the perspective of this hierarchy of ascension

Jordan and Tsarion and many other speakers are focused on removing some level of control ultimately they are for the ‘evolution of mankind’ or the ‘ascension of mankind’ basically to something ‘higher’ and Zeitgeist also boasts the same, where human beings are raised above everything else and even though to a certain extend the information is correct this sort of let’s call it ‘deep-rooted belief in man as something special’ makes all these talks somewhat inaccessible

I see that this point of ‘man’s ascension and/or evolution of man’ from this point of view is being portrayed also as a point of hope – a point where to look towards, and as with many speakers of the teachings of the white light construct, that is exactly the plan – to generate the aspiration within man to get high LOL

Anyway since the money system is a copy of the white light system of ascension of mind consciousness systems – it is relevant to a certain extend in understanding the money system and also thusly the practical solution as equal money and the creation of an equal money system through the current money system. So from an energy ascension system to an equal energy system

looking at this thing as the white light construct it was many levels, just like the money system has levels as knowledge platforms that speak and do their own lingo until one is ‘ready’ to ascend (through a lot of ass licking) to the next level with another pay grade and ‘more’ power

so direct practical insight within this as to how would I create a system where all have – it is equal money yes but how does that work? In a real sense when you come out of the womb you require care and in a way the adults, people that can work have to generate what is required – where money in a real sense will be something to compensate rather than to have – if there is money required one works, because it simply means that it will be required – the cool thing about money is that one liquefies the requirements and that way can disperse the work perfectly and thusly proactively work together to take care of everything which is the definition of a system.

That way the different layering and ‘more’ power will become irrelevant since there is one layer which is the life layer of taking care of, the rest is entertainment. This is the fundamental difference between the ‘ascension system’ and the ‘send and receive system’.

 

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